
"A dingo stole my baby" was the greeting I got from one street urchin yesterday when I told him I was an Aussie. That was an original one!
** Warning - this is not nice to read** I haven't put any pictures here because they are pretty gruesome.. and it takes forever to upload them.
Well, my second day in Cambodia was one of the most emotionally draining of my travel experiences ever. After a lovely morning seeing the Royal Palace and Pagoda and lots of Buddhas, and lunch at "Friends"cafe, which trains homeless kids for the hospitality industry, the day was completely overshadowed by my next experience.
Visiting the Tuol Sleng Museum was harrowing. This is an old high school building from the 70s, that looks pretty ordinary, but it was turned into the S21 prison, where the Khmer Rouge imprisoned, interrogated and ultimately sent to their death, 17,000 Cambodians. These were mostly teachers, professors, doctors - skilled professionals, but also included quite a number of children. It is hard to imagine the school I teach in becoming a prison, but this is what happened here. The museum showed graphic photos of interrogations, where the prisoners were killed in the process, but the most moving part was the display of photos that filled room after room, level after level. These were simply head shots of all the prisoners who were kept in the prison and then taken away to be killed. The Khmer Rouge wanted complete control of the country, and wanted to do it by getting rid of the thinking, educated population... and their children.
The prisoners were kept in makeshift cells, made of brick or wood, within the classrooms. Or else they were just packed en masse into a classroom. The prisoners were chained to the floor and the only exercise they got was 30 minutes of stretches on the spot. The torture and interrogation processes are too horrific to even write.
People joined the Khmer Rouge because they thought it would save them from being killed. The soldiers included many children who were brainwashed into becoming brutal killers.
After the Tuol Sleng Museum, I took a tuk-tuk out to the next unbelievable experience - "The Killing Fields" or Choeng Ek, 15km out of the city. Here was where most of the prisoners at Tuol Sleng, and many others, were massacred. There is a memorial stupa filled with 8000+ skulls that were exhumed from the surrounding fields. 86 of the 129 mass graves have been excavated, and the skulls and clothes kept so that it is remembered. There are no children's skulls because the method of killing the children destroyed their skulls.
The place is eerily peaceful, there are dug out graves that are grown over with grass and many butterflies hover over them. The most confronting aspect for me was walking around the graves and seeing bones appearing through the soil and clumps of clothing sticking out of the earth.
This was no Auschwitz, but was terrifying because of the method of killing. In order to save bullets, the soldiers bludgeoned the prisoners to death using the ends of guns and farming tools. The prisoners often would not die with the first hit. They were also killed with machetes made from palm branches. The prisoners were lined up, killed and pushed into mass graves, the largest containing about 300 bodies. They think 20,000 people were killed at this sight alone, and there are quite a few others throughout the country. Though some of the bodies were exhumed and buried with honour, none of them were identified. It is believed that as many of 2 to 3 million Cambodians were killed during the rule of the Khmer Rouge, 1975-79. This explains why 40% of today's population is under 15, and the struggle the country has had to go to in order to rebuild - when the majority of their educated and skilled population were massacred.
It is just too overwhelming to try and understand how this could happen. But it did, and still does, and that's the world we live in.
The warmth and positive outlook of the Khmer people is so encouraging, considering their recent past. They have overcome so much and are looking towards a better future.
Today I have been reminded that I am so very privileged, living in such wealth and plenty. I wonder if I could give it up, and I really don't think i could. I wonder if I can do anything to make a difference to even out the massive gap between rich and poor - and I'm not sure I can.